I FELT ALIVE - BREAKUP JOURNEY

1 week

I thought i takkan boleh hidup. Sounds funny but i betul betul thought i will be numb and cry and cry and cry. Tapi kuasa Allah mengatasi semuanya and I choose to leave everything and move forward. I padam semua gambar kita, i hantar you balik semua barang you pernah bagi i, i delete semua chat kita dari entah tahun berapa, i deleted all my social media and i kemas semua barang i and i balik kampung. I memang jenis manusia yang ada plan in everything i do, sounds like i’m liberated right now but i have a plan. Ada tapi macam tak ada and for the first time i felt alive.

Tadi petang i tidur muka i menghadap tingkap. Matahari tegak atas kepala, panasnya Kedah ni. Untuk pertama kalinya juga i tak alih muka i arah lain, i hadap ja matahari tu and i suka. I suka sangat haha i suka rasa angin tu sepoi sepoi and panas bahang tu. I complain yes i do but at the same time i tak benci pun cuaca ni. I like how it turns out to be. I choose to move forward - I choose me - I choose to be really proud of myself and keep going! I ada plan on how my future looks like but i taknak gerak untuk shape future tu like it's there i will move but whatever direction atau jalan yang i pilih tu and apa sahaja yang jadi at the end.. I will be satisfied.

I am excited with what’s coming :)